the life of michelle: Why did I publish this.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Why did I publish this.

So... Now that someone I like is reading this blog... this is awkward.
*weaves hand through air and gropes the awkwardness*
*cannot believe she said grope*
*facepalm because she now made it more awkward than she wanted it to be*
*rambles on like an old person*
*is an old person*
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Sorry. That was the result of me slamming my head into my keyboard.
ANYWAYS... I'm not sure what to write anymore. I told him (yes you.) I kinda like him (yes you.) and he wonders why I would even be interested in him. (don't be stupid. you know this is directed to you) YOU ARE GORGEOUS, THAT'S WHY. *some sarcasm included. some. ok I was about 8.4% serious about that, but that's besides the point.

Honestly, you shouldn't think of it that way. You should be more like:
"Oh my gosh she likes me what do I do with this freak before she attempts something dangerous and or creepy with me how do I tell her to get away or why am I thinking about this stuff???? Gahhhhhhh I am a boy I cannot think. I'm going to go blow up stuff and eat dirt."

Problem Solved. Oh wait- no, that doesn't solve anything. Honestly, I'm okay with whatever. I'm used to being rejected... *sulks LOL I'm kidding. About 8.33339%.

...And this is pretty much how I talk when I text and/or haven't eaten and/or cannot sleep and/or am hyper. Which is pretty much ALL THE TIME. Especially right now. Why am I writing about this again? Oh, right. This is apparently where I keep all my uncensored thoughts and hide nothing from no one. NOT EVEN YOU.

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Song Quotes

"We'll all float on."
"Sometimes all I really wanna feel is love. Sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry. Sometimes my feelings get in the way of what I really feel I needed to say."
"And we will never be alone again, 'cause it doesn't happen every day... kinda counted on you being a friend. Can I give it up or give it away? Now I thought about what I wanna say, but I never really know where to go so I chained myself to a friend, 'cause I know it unlocks like a door."
"My gears, they grind more each day, and I feel like they're gonna grind away. And the city blocks, they drive me wild, they're never ending, mile after mile. I just don't know what to do, I'm too afraid to love you."
"It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on.."
"Think of me, think of me fondly when we've said goodbye. Remember me, once in a while, please promise me you'll try."
"I'd rather be a comma, than a full stop."
"We all need somebody to lean on."
"Someday, I will be strong enough to lift not one, but both of us."
"Nothin' lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change."
"I took my love down to violet hill... There we sat in snow. All that time she was silent still, said 'If you love me, won't you let me know?'"
"Flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?"
"If you're lost you can look and you will find me... time after time. If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting... time after time."
"If every second counts on a clock that's tickin', gotta live like we're dying."
"At night when the stars light up my room, I sit by myself, talking to the moon... trying to get to you. In hopes you're on the other side, talking to me too.. Or am I a fool who sits alone, talking to the moon?"
"Pretty, pretty, please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing.... you are perfect... to me."
"I want love to roll me over slowly, stick a knife inside me, and twist it all around. I want love to grab my fingers gently, slam them in a doorway, put my face into the ground."
"But I'm a freak, I'm a weirdo... What the hell am I doing here?!? I don't belong here..."
"You use your heart as a weapon, and it hurts like heaven."
"I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile. And she will be loved..."