the life of michelle: July 2013

Sunday, July 28, 2013

Dumping deh teenager posts

Idk why I still have these, I'm kinda over them, but here! :P

I'll be dumping more another day. Lol

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

I'm dumping these teenager posts on here

Idk

Monday, July 22, 2013

A Thought

This world is full of people with deeply-rooted opinions and a knack for intolerance, whether it's from the side of belief or disbelief.

I fear for this world.

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

I got my locker today! I was with friends today at school! I saw people that make me happy/nervous/angry! I got a locker for myself and someone else because they couldn't come! I cant stop using exclamation marks! I'm happy but sad but excited in a nervous way and I can't wait for school but I don't want it to come! I'm going to a portrait studio tomorrow because someone was nice enough to pay for me to have a session! I'm blessed?! I'm not sure what to do about feelings! Because they're there! I'm being a terrible daughter because I can't stop being sassy! My mom thinks I can be perfect! But I try to tell her I'm a human! And a teenager! And I have issues she doesn't understand/accept! I can't take her perfectionism anymore! It's very stressful! I'm mad at her! But I love her! She wants the best for me and wants me to be the best but I want to just be me! And I don't know what that is! I need to take my SAT because I missed my test last time! I don't want to see what I get! But I need to! I want to get a job! I'm working on it! I am full of energy but I'm very tired! I'm experiencednovice and I'm a walking contradicion! Bye hi! I love you!

Saturday, July 13, 2013

IMPORTANT THING!

Experienced Novice on controversial events and rage, etc.

Think before you do/say anything you'll regret. It's easy to get caught in the moment and make decisions without fully understanding the consequences they may bring. Your opinions on events are interesting to hear, but not to everyone. You may or may not let it stop you from expressing them.

Learn and develop healthy ways to vent, convince, and argue! This is a skill that is useful, even valuable as long as they are educated opinions and have reasoning behind them! Even if they don't have solid reason, you feel okay to express yourself. You are a person and you should be allowed to say whatever you want to say, but don't let this make you an abusive bully.

Lots of love, Experienced Novice.

Song Quotes

"We'll all float on."
"Sometimes all I really wanna feel is love. Sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry. Sometimes my feelings get in the way of what I really feel I needed to say."
"And we will never be alone again, 'cause it doesn't happen every day... kinda counted on you being a friend. Can I give it up or give it away? Now I thought about what I wanna say, but I never really know where to go so I chained myself to a friend, 'cause I know it unlocks like a door."
"My gears, they grind more each day, and I feel like they're gonna grind away. And the city blocks, they drive me wild, they're never ending, mile after mile. I just don't know what to do, I'm too afraid to love you."
"It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on.."
"Think of me, think of me fondly when we've said goodbye. Remember me, once in a while, please promise me you'll try."
"I'd rather be a comma, than a full stop."
"We all need somebody to lean on."
"Someday, I will be strong enough to lift not one, but both of us."
"Nothin' lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change."
"I took my love down to violet hill... There we sat in snow. All that time she was silent still, said 'If you love me, won't you let me know?'"
"Flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?"
"If you're lost you can look and you will find me... time after time. If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting... time after time."
"If every second counts on a clock that's tickin', gotta live like we're dying."
"At night when the stars light up my room, I sit by myself, talking to the moon... trying to get to you. In hopes you're on the other side, talking to me too.. Or am I a fool who sits alone, talking to the moon?"
"Pretty, pretty, please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing.... you are perfect... to me."
"I want love to roll me over slowly, stick a knife inside me, and twist it all around. I want love to grab my fingers gently, slam them in a doorway, put my face into the ground."
"But I'm a freak, I'm a weirdo... What the hell am I doing here?!? I don't belong here..."
"You use your heart as a weapon, and it hurts like heaven."
"I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile. And she will be loved..."