Pls no burps

Don't ever burp in my face omggg ewwww

let's play... experiencednovice googles things

in which i have no ideas what write for a post and instead google random words/phrases and post whichever picture responses i liked best

"kawaii"


"mom jeans"


"country curtains"


"how to wear soda"


"underwater"



"green"


wow this got boring

For you

It goes downhill from somewhere

I just want to disappear from this life like I don't want to die but I don't want responsibilities or work anymore just let me scavenge for my own food and live alone somewhere

My life right now is based upon two extremes: either I am emotionally invested in everything, overthink everything, and stress a lot or I'm careless and seek instant gratification for everything and just not do anything I'm supposed to and be a waste of space and an annoyance

I missed school today to try and catch up on all the work that I haven't done, using "family problems" as an excuse, and even though that's partially true I can't just come out and tell my teacher I'm also a lazy fuck going through some sort of moronic phase that will probably come back by next month.

nobody will believe me but I'm so unmotivated, so constantly tired, I don't know why I can't force myself to finish my work on time and do my chores and be positive. I mean when I do all these things it never lasts, it's just a phase like when you do all your work on time and read ahead in the first few weeks of school and then start slacking as the year progresses.

sometimes I don't want to even take care of myself. My mom has to sometimes shove me into the bathroom to shower, convince me to eat dinner, pull me out of bed every morning and it's like I'm just an invalid except if I were able to move I still wouldn't do much.

I can be a "normal" functioning human sometimes, but I've also noticed that over a year and some months I've been less and less good at being a social being. I have days where I can be happy in the morning and by the next hour I become irritated at all humans and have violent thoughts, without a reason. I'll have times where I intentionally think unhappy thoughts, just to make myself feel comfortable, as contradicting as that sounds.

I feel like I'm just devolving into a mental case who irritates people for fun, inappropriately laughs at people crying, seeks satisfaction in things that shouldn't be satisfying and wants attention from people who are better than her in every way.

But I know I'm not crazy. I can have friends and care about them and I can joke around and tickle my mom and smile at the right times and try to hold my tears when I should and dream of a good future and good grades

At the same time, I'm just letting this shitty side of me take over, enjoying never having to worry, wondering where it will take me if it will even take me anywhere, or just waiting for it to just rid itself of my rotten corpse when it's done with me.

can i make it stop or am i just a jerk

ughhhhh
honestly just ignore this specific piece of crap that is called a blog post

Attraction Performance | Britain's Got Talent

Yo so this is a thing I liked

Perspective.

It's weird finding out things and learning about someone. Imagine: a whole other world, a different perspective lies behind that person's life.

Entirely different experiences, opinions, interactions, all lived out on a daily basis by millions of people I will never meet.

Everyone has a past. A story. Whether it's full of trouble or easy-going, whether it's rich with events or dull and repetitive...

I'm feeling guilty now, you know? You're making me feel guilty.

Like I'll never really get to know many people before I die.

I won't experience humanity before I'm gone.

#stealingarticlesforblogposts

I'm quite busy today. Here is an article that made me happy. Including a break because maybe you don't want to scroll past all of it. You're welcome. ♥

you arent getting fooled or are you

yes, yes the internet pulled a 'prank' on us, or rather many:

Introducing Google Nose

Google Lat Long: Find treasure with Google Maps

YouTube's ready to select a winner - YouTube

but the truth is that we are all secretly dolphins

worship me

The 21 Strangest Conspiracy Theories

You're too smart to click this.... or are you? ...yep this is definitely an April Fool's prank what are you even thinking