the life of michelle: It's late at night and I'm feeling dem feels

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

It's late at night and I'm feeling dem feels

Come and take a walk on the wild side...
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain.
You like your girls insane...

So yeah Lana Del Rey has a sexy voice and I'm kinda wishing I had a love that was like the lyrics right now.

Winter break has been pretty nice so far, chillax and lazy

(minus the impromptu family gatherings and entire past two days making up schoolwork that was due weeks ago... oopsie)

I mean I've been in this house for what 72 hours straight and I haven't showered since yesterday? Yeah this is the life- oh God I'm a hot mess
just someone please
Please take me out on a date
And make love to me not have sex (they are NOT the same thing) with me (well actually not yet but your intentions are sweet) but rather be crazy and random and fun and intelectual and witty and somewhat good looking and like me for who I am no matter how terrible it is sometimes (do I have unrealistically high expectations or is this just hard to find nowadays?)
And we'll run away together
And we'll go wherever the road takes us
and you'll have a sorta rusty run-down car
And we'll sing to the radio
And camp out and look at the stars
and I could serenade you with my guitar
And we'll have picnics
And skip around and be silly on the beach
and yeah
Like I can't wait to have a love like that
When we're old enough and independent enough but still young enough to do something careless and time-consuming like that
And yeah

that makes me want to write a poem
I'm such a hopeless romantic
Bleh

Take me away
Far away to a new land
A land of our own
Hold my heart
steady in your hand
Adventure's a thrill
Like our love
it's a ride
We don't know
where we're going
Where we'll end up
We don't care
We've got only each other
In this crazy world.
It's us against them.

So yeah... In my opinion that poem was pretty mediocre but then again feels are feels and I'm not restricting them as they come.
(or, at least, I'm placing the rest of the feels in le SECRET blog muahaha)

I've been doing that for too long, and the blogs are the only place I can (somewhat) keep enough sanity.

Loooooove,
ExperiencedNovice ;)

(pardon my chick-flick-worthy cheesiness and constant hitting on you gosh I am such a teenager sometimes)

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Song Quotes

"We'll all float on."
"Sometimes all I really wanna feel is love. Sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry. Sometimes my feelings get in the way of what I really feel I needed to say."
"And we will never be alone again, 'cause it doesn't happen every day... kinda counted on you being a friend. Can I give it up or give it away? Now I thought about what I wanna say, but I never really know where to go so I chained myself to a friend, 'cause I know it unlocks like a door."
"My gears, they grind more each day, and I feel like they're gonna grind away. And the city blocks, they drive me wild, they're never ending, mile after mile. I just don't know what to do, I'm too afraid to love you."
"It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on.."
"Think of me, think of me fondly when we've said goodbye. Remember me, once in a while, please promise me you'll try."
"I'd rather be a comma, than a full stop."
"We all need somebody to lean on."
"Someday, I will be strong enough to lift not one, but both of us."
"Nothin' lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change."
"I took my love down to violet hill... There we sat in snow. All that time she was silent still, said 'If you love me, won't you let me know?'"
"Flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?"
"If you're lost you can look and you will find me... time after time. If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting... time after time."
"If every second counts on a clock that's tickin', gotta live like we're dying."
"At night when the stars light up my room, I sit by myself, talking to the moon... trying to get to you. In hopes you're on the other side, talking to me too.. Or am I a fool who sits alone, talking to the moon?"
"Pretty, pretty, please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing.... you are perfect... to me."
"I want love to roll me over slowly, stick a knife inside me, and twist it all around. I want love to grab my fingers gently, slam them in a doorway, put my face into the ground."
"But I'm a freak, I'm a weirdo... What the hell am I doing here?!? I don't belong here..."
"You use your heart as a weapon, and it hurts like heaven."
"I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile. And she will be loved..."