the life of michelle: Welcome to the blog!

Friday, February 10, 2012

Welcome to the blog!

-Prologue-

So recently, a close friend of mine has decided to start a blog of her own. A toast to her for inspiring me. I've been wanting to do this for a long time and I'm finally happy to have acted on impulse and created this blog. This blog is for me, you, and anyone else who stumbles upon the site. Congratulations and welcome.

So here's a little something about me to get you started. Although, there's probably not much of a crowd here, am I right? *cue crickets* I'm quite an awkward person, in fact. >.< I'm almost finished with high school and I've decided not to care about what other people think about me. I've matured quicker than others (My friends are probably going to laugh their heads off when they read this) in some ways, and I'm a child when it comes to other things. But I kinda like it that way. I don't think I'm ready to let go of mom and dad yet. Or ever, but there'll come a time and day when I going to have to face it... I'm a really random person. I get off topic easily, but I think it'll add interest to the blog. ;)

Although I won't give out my true identity (Maybe someday? [I said maybe]) the story behind my username reflects upon how I see myself as an experienced person; after all, I have been living on this planet for a bit over a decade and a half now (*wink* clue to my age!!!) , I know a multitude (Big words. Have I mentioned I love them?) of things, yet on a relative scale I know nothing about life. I like to keep an open mind and am willing to learn and accept my mistakes.

DISCLAIMERS/ EDITOR'S NOTES: There will be some days where I post 2-3 times a day and there will be periods where I don't find the time to write or just get so lost in life that I forget, so excuse me if I my irregularity sparks a withdrawal in your need for my posts. Try not too miss me too much then. ;) Also, please beware that my posts will cover a lot of topics and some might make you question your existence and/or the existence of others, and/or life in general; as I like a good challenge to revitalize the soul once and then. Also, seeing that I'm a random person and all, my writing style (ah! there it is! the necessary and oh-so-typical blogger's rant on writing style) will vacillate from one of an English professor (I wish) to one of a hormonal teenager, to one of a melodramatic artiste, to one of a complete moron, to one of a.... etc etc. (you understand where I'm going with this one, right? I really don't want to continue)

So now that we have it all settled, welcome once again, thank you, and goodnight!

Song Quotes

"We'll all float on."
"Sometimes all I really wanna feel is love. Sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry. Sometimes my feelings get in the way of what I really feel I needed to say."
"And we will never be alone again, 'cause it doesn't happen every day... kinda counted on you being a friend. Can I give it up or give it away? Now I thought about what I wanna say, but I never really know where to go so I chained myself to a friend, 'cause I know it unlocks like a door."
"My gears, they grind more each day, and I feel like they're gonna grind away. And the city blocks, they drive me wild, they're never ending, mile after mile. I just don't know what to do, I'm too afraid to love you."
"It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on.."
"Think of me, think of me fondly when we've said goodbye. Remember me, once in a while, please promise me you'll try."
"I'd rather be a comma, than a full stop."
"We all need somebody to lean on."
"Someday, I will be strong enough to lift not one, but both of us."
"Nothin' lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change."
"I took my love down to violet hill... There we sat in snow. All that time she was silent still, said 'If you love me, won't you let me know?'"
"Flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?"
"If you're lost you can look and you will find me... time after time. If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting... time after time."
"If every second counts on a clock that's tickin', gotta live like we're dying."
"At night when the stars light up my room, I sit by myself, talking to the moon... trying to get to you. In hopes you're on the other side, talking to me too.. Or am I a fool who sits alone, talking to the moon?"
"Pretty, pretty, please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing.... you are perfect... to me."
"I want love to roll me over slowly, stick a knife inside me, and twist it all around. I want love to grab my fingers gently, slam them in a doorway, put my face into the ground."
"But I'm a freak, I'm a weirdo... What the hell am I doing here?!? I don't belong here..."
"You use your heart as a weapon, and it hurts like heaven."
"I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile. And she will be loved..."