the life of michelle

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Ok, I finally posted yesterday's events. They were saved in a draft. :P
Today wasn't really super interesting, but I will tell you anyways.

I never got to having my game day... -_-
But my grandma finally came home. From the hospital. In a foreign country. After being gone for about two months.
I ate yogurt-covered pretzels. (Why name it that? Aren't they covered in white chocolate or frosting or something? That white stuff is definitely not yogurt. [get your mind out of the gutter])
It is 10:25 PM and I am starting my studying.

That pretty much sums up my day's events. Also, I got hit in the head with a soccer ball (little cousins -_-) and bit my tongue. And I think I'm coming down with a cold. Remind me not to shower late and go to sleep with my hair wet. >.<

This has become more of an events diary and less of a... I don't know. I'm not writing what I really feel, which was the point of this blog. I guess I'm kind-of afraid that someone in my family will find this or that someone will recognize me when I write more personal things about my life, which I will get to doing sometime soon when I am comfortable. After all, this is where I get to express myself. This is my domain.

My little niche, in a way. Soon, very soon I will slowly learn to lower my guards and trust more in the world, to unwrap the layers of... complicated feelings..
awk. finish this later. :P bye <3

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Song Quotes

"We'll all float on."
"Sometimes all I really wanna feel is love. Sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry. Sometimes my feelings get in the way of what I really feel I needed to say."
"And we will never be alone again, 'cause it doesn't happen every day... kinda counted on you being a friend. Can I give it up or give it away? Now I thought about what I wanna say, but I never really know where to go so I chained myself to a friend, 'cause I know it unlocks like a door."
"My gears, they grind more each day, and I feel like they're gonna grind away. And the city blocks, they drive me wild, they're never ending, mile after mile. I just don't know what to do, I'm too afraid to love you."
"It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on.."
"Think of me, think of me fondly when we've said goodbye. Remember me, once in a while, please promise me you'll try."
"I'd rather be a comma, than a full stop."
"We all need somebody to lean on."
"Someday, I will be strong enough to lift not one, but both of us."
"Nothin' lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change."
"I took my love down to violet hill... There we sat in snow. All that time she was silent still, said 'If you love me, won't you let me know?'"
"Flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?"
"If you're lost you can look and you will find me... time after time. If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting... time after time."
"If every second counts on a clock that's tickin', gotta live like we're dying."
"At night when the stars light up my room, I sit by myself, talking to the moon... trying to get to you. In hopes you're on the other side, talking to me too.. Or am I a fool who sits alone, talking to the moon?"
"Pretty, pretty, please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing.... you are perfect... to me."
"I want love to roll me over slowly, stick a knife inside me, and twist it all around. I want love to grab my fingers gently, slam them in a doorway, put my face into the ground."
"But I'm a freak, I'm a weirdo... What the hell am I doing here?!? I don't belong here..."
"You use your heart as a weapon, and it hurts like heaven."
"I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile. And she will be loved..."