the life of michelle: Remember Me.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Remember Me.

Have you ever had a time in your life when you get really upset over everything? I don't know, apparently it's not just me but, I think about how, right now, there are people in distress all over the world and it's like their cries are aimed directly at me and it's such an overwhelming feeling. I'm not trying to be negative. There's really so much to do and so many people to help and not enough time for it. I really want to make a difference and I never know where to start because of that helpless feeling. And I think about how when I'm enjoying life there are people out there suffering, who have it worse than I do. And I can't save them all.
I was explaining to C. earlier about how I created this blog to explain to the world what my thoughts and feelings were. I don't necessarily think I'll go out with a BANG, but I want to be a spark in someone's life. Or at least let someone in the world know who I was. I'm terrified of dying and not having anyone know what all my thoughts, life experiences, and beliefs were. I hope to make people understand what I want in the world and why. The essence of who I am may never be fully expressed in words, but somewhere, somehow, I will put myself out there. So I can be remembered.

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Song Quotes

"We'll all float on."
"Sometimes all I really wanna feel is love. Sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry. Sometimes my feelings get in the way of what I really feel I needed to say."
"And we will never be alone again, 'cause it doesn't happen every day... kinda counted on you being a friend. Can I give it up or give it away? Now I thought about what I wanna say, but I never really know where to go so I chained myself to a friend, 'cause I know it unlocks like a door."
"My gears, they grind more each day, and I feel like they're gonna grind away. And the city blocks, they drive me wild, they're never ending, mile after mile. I just don't know what to do, I'm too afraid to love you."
"It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on.."
"Think of me, think of me fondly when we've said goodbye. Remember me, once in a while, please promise me you'll try."
"I'd rather be a comma, than a full stop."
"We all need somebody to lean on."
"Someday, I will be strong enough to lift not one, but both of us."
"Nothin' lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change."
"I took my love down to violet hill... There we sat in snow. All that time she was silent still, said 'If you love me, won't you let me know?'"
"Flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?"
"If you're lost you can look and you will find me... time after time. If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting... time after time."
"If every second counts on a clock that's tickin', gotta live like we're dying."
"At night when the stars light up my room, I sit by myself, talking to the moon... trying to get to you. In hopes you're on the other side, talking to me too.. Or am I a fool who sits alone, talking to the moon?"
"Pretty, pretty, please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing.... you are perfect... to me."
"I want love to roll me over slowly, stick a knife inside me, and twist it all around. I want love to grab my fingers gently, slam them in a doorway, put my face into the ground."
"But I'm a freak, I'm a weirdo... What the hell am I doing here?!? I don't belong here..."
"You use your heart as a weapon, and it hurts like heaven."
"I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile. And she will be loved..."