the life of michelle: Ew "resolutions"

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Ew "resolutions"

So instead of being a hater, a skeptic, and anti-everything about this, I'm going to actually try and make a list of "resolutions".

Improve my relationships with my friends. Even though my parents don't let go out as much as I'd like to, I'm going to try and arrange a big hangout a little more often instead of once a year. (I'm usually busy with family matters, I'm getting quite tired of it) At school, I distanced myself from one group because I talked to another more and I was starting to feel like things were odd between us. I wish I had classes with them, and hopefully that will change next semester.
Actually work out. As of now, I don't have a workout routine, nor do I do high-energy activities at all. Ever since weight training class was over, I kinda just got lazy with doing any sort of physical activity and now instead of being able to do up to 300 pushups over an extended amount of time, I can barely do 10 without my arms giving in and my body collapsing over it. Sad, I know. *slowly reaches for cookie jar for comfort
Dietary restrictions. My eating habits are really bad, as if not exercising were bad enough. Sure, I barely weigh over 100 lbs, but I'm surprised I haven't passed out on the floor based on how much sugar I consume in a week. I tend to eat when I'm bored, indulge in sugary things when its that time of the month (PERIODS, boys. They ain't fun.) and I don't really want to eat as much meat anymore, keeping in mind my family's history of heart disease...
Independence. I've always measured my success and happiness based off of other peoples', and I don't want to do that anymore. I want to stop moping around about being alone and actually giving that time some meaning and do things for myself. I want to be able to treat myself to something nice or dressing up pretty without feeling like I don't deserve it.

So like my other blogging friend, I'm actually looking forward to 2013. 13, after all, is once of my favorite numbers, and it's going to be the end of my Junior year...

AND THE BEGINNING OF MY SENIOR YEAR! I can't believe it!

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I also really want to get this blog moving more, but I'm not sure where to start!

2 comments:

Lucia the LunaticJanuary 2, 2013 at 1:51 PM
You go, Awkward Princess! I can help you with the whole healthier-lifestyle thing, if you'd like. : )
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The Lion KingJanuary 2, 2013 at 10:54 PM
I'm proud of you for the whole independence part.
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"We'll all float on."
"Sometimes all I really wanna feel is love. Sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry. Sometimes my feelings get in the way of what I really feel I needed to say."
"And we will never be alone again, 'cause it doesn't happen every day... kinda counted on you being a friend. Can I give it up or give it away? Now I thought about what I wanna say, but I never really know where to go so I chained myself to a friend, 'cause I know it unlocks like a door."
"My gears, they grind more each day, and I feel like they're gonna grind away. And the city blocks, they drive me wild, they're never ending, mile after mile. I just don't know what to do, I'm too afraid to love you."
"It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on.."
"Think of me, think of me fondly when we've said goodbye. Remember me, once in a while, please promise me you'll try."
"I'd rather be a comma, than a full stop."
"We all need somebody to lean on."
"Someday, I will be strong enough to lift not one, but both of us."
"Nothin' lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change."
"I took my love down to violet hill... There we sat in snow. All that time she was silent still, said 'If you love me, won't you let me know?'"
"Flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?"
"If you're lost you can look and you will find me... time after time. If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting... time after time."
"If every second counts on a clock that's tickin', gotta live like we're dying."
"At night when the stars light up my room, I sit by myself, talking to the moon... trying to get to you. In hopes you're on the other side, talking to me too.. Or am I a fool who sits alone, talking to the moon?"
"Pretty, pretty, please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing.... you are perfect... to me."
"I want love to roll me over slowly, stick a knife inside me, and twist it all around. I want love to grab my fingers gently, slam them in a doorway, put my face into the ground."
"But I'm a freak, I'm a weirdo... What the hell am I doing here?!? I don't belong here..."
"You use your heart as a weapon, and it hurts like heaven."
"I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile. And she will be loved..."