the life of michelle: Some Mother's Day this is.

Monday, May 14, 2012

Some Mother's Day this is.

"She sits down and stares into the distance
And it takes all night
And I know I could break her concentration
But it don't feel right
By the light of the moon
She rubs her eyes
Sits down on the bed and starts to cry
And there's something less about her
And I don't know what I'm supposed to do,
So I sit down and I cry too
But don't let her see
And she says, "oh.. I can't take no more"
Her tears like diamonds on the floor
And her diamonds bring me down
Cause I can't help her now
She's down in it
She tried her best but now she can't win
It's hard to see them on the ground..
Her diamonds falling down."

In the hospital with mum. She's been coughing and coughing until she can't breathe anymore for weeks now and vomiting. She fainted a few minutes ago and she's lying down with an IV and hooked up to this machine and I want to cry but I can't. I'm worried sick...

3:33 -3:45 PM
Mom was wheeled to the bathroom and I just.. Burst into tears. I've been holding it since we got here. She's severely anemic, has bronchitis and needs a blood transfusion so I'm staying with her for another day. I don't give a flying fudge about missing school, tests, my friends and the guy I like if it means I get to stay here and support her. I hope everything turns out alright...

9:09 PM
Mom has bronchitis. She ate her lunch and so did I and I'm going to miss school tomorrow.

10:28 PM
Mum got her blood. She's relaxed and I feel calm now. We're lying down in bed, watching TV together. Let's see how it is tomorrow morning. Nite!

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Song Quotes

"We'll all float on."
"Sometimes all I really wanna feel is love. Sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry. Sometimes my feelings get in the way of what I really feel I needed to say."
"And we will never be alone again, 'cause it doesn't happen every day... kinda counted on you being a friend. Can I give it up or give it away? Now I thought about what I wanna say, but I never really know where to go so I chained myself to a friend, 'cause I know it unlocks like a door."
"My gears, they grind more each day, and I feel like they're gonna grind away. And the city blocks, they drive me wild, they're never ending, mile after mile. I just don't know what to do, I'm too afraid to love you."
"It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on.."
"Think of me, think of me fondly when we've said goodbye. Remember me, once in a while, please promise me you'll try."
"I'd rather be a comma, than a full stop."
"We all need somebody to lean on."
"Someday, I will be strong enough to lift not one, but both of us."
"Nothin' lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change."
"I took my love down to violet hill... There we sat in snow. All that time she was silent still, said 'If you love me, won't you let me know?'"
"Flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?"
"If you're lost you can look and you will find me... time after time. If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting... time after time."
"If every second counts on a clock that's tickin', gotta live like we're dying."
"At night when the stars light up my room, I sit by myself, talking to the moon... trying to get to you. In hopes you're on the other side, talking to me too.. Or am I a fool who sits alone, talking to the moon?"
"Pretty, pretty, please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing.... you are perfect... to me."
"I want love to roll me over slowly, stick a knife inside me, and twist it all around. I want love to grab my fingers gently, slam them in a doorway, put my face into the ground."
"But I'm a freak, I'm a weirdo... What the hell am I doing here?!? I don't belong here..."
"You use your heart as a weapon, and it hurts like heaven."
"I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile. And she will be loved..."