the life of michelle: red or green?

Saturday, May 18, 2013

red or green?

So I made a sort-of-but-not-really-ballsy move and now I'm just wondering if I'm being awkward about it.

I have too many crushes. Some are serious, want-to date-you-this-will-be-nice kinds of crushes, some are wow-you-seem-cool-i-want-to-get-to-know-you-but-I-dont-think-i-can-casually-date-you-until-i-know-more-first kinds of crushes, some are dumb your-physique-is-stare-able-but-we-will-never-have-a-thing crushes, some are are wow-you-are-a-wonderful-person-in-general-can-i-maybe-date-you kinds of crushes, and others are (these are rare!) holy-holy-guacamole-you-are-one-of-the-best-people-to-come-into-my-life-i-really-like-you-and-i-might-have-from-almost-the-start-so-please-love-me-let's-date kinds of crushes.

Flirting is nice when you know it's going to be reciprocated.

too bad I have no clue whether it's being reciprocated or not unless guys literally have a neon sign over their heads that says "flirt alert"

I don't want to keep sending out messages to someone who isn't interested in me like that. I've already been hurt so many times before, and I mean I'm not going to be really attached to this crush as I have to others.

So go? or no?

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"We'll all float on."
"Sometimes all I really wanna feel is love. Sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry. Sometimes my feelings get in the way of what I really feel I needed to say."
"And we will never be alone again, 'cause it doesn't happen every day... kinda counted on you being a friend. Can I give it up or give it away? Now I thought about what I wanna say, but I never really know where to go so I chained myself to a friend, 'cause I know it unlocks like a door."
"My gears, they grind more each day, and I feel like they're gonna grind away. And the city blocks, they drive me wild, they're never ending, mile after mile. I just don't know what to do, I'm too afraid to love you."
"It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on.."
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"I'd rather be a comma, than a full stop."
"We all need somebody to lean on."
"Someday, I will be strong enough to lift not one, but both of us."
"Nothin' lasts forever, and we both know hearts can change."
"I took my love down to violet hill... There we sat in snow. All that time she was silent still, said 'If you love me, won't you let me know?'"
"Flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?"
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"If every second counts on a clock that's tickin', gotta live like we're dying."
"At night when the stars light up my room, I sit by myself, talking to the moon... trying to get to you. In hopes you're on the other side, talking to me too.. Or am I a fool who sits alone, talking to the moon?"
"Pretty, pretty, please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing.... you are perfect... to me."
"I want love to roll me over slowly, stick a knife inside me, and twist it all around. I want love to grab my fingers gently, slam them in a doorway, put my face into the ground."
"But I'm a freak, I'm a weirdo... What the hell am I doing here?!? I don't belong here..."
"You use your heart as a weapon, and it hurts like heaven."
"I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile. And she will be loved..."